Sunday, March 8, 2009

Scientific Laws vs. Death


"Energy Can Not Be Created Nor Destroyed." or e=mc^2

Also,

"For every action there is an equal and opposite reaction."


These are scientific laws by Newton and Einstein and if I try to think of it and compare it to a person's life, it only drives me to the conclusion that indeed there is life after death. What is the opposite and equal reaction of death? It's life, right? Our soul is energy so when we die that energy is neither created nor destroyed so even though it won't be the same energy but it's still there, just converted into something else.

They say our energy is converted into heat which is then used by insects and larvae as they eat our flesh and use our bodies as their maternity ward but for me, it goes far more than that. We leave our body but our soul is in itself an energy that goes some place else. Does it go straight to God? I sure hope that is true but even though we can't really conclude on this, it still feels great knowing that when we die our soul or energy or whatever you call it would go some place else.

My ninang died, my most loved dog died and a famous filipino rapper just died. I wonder how many people are mourning the same way I do right now. I'm intoxicated with pain right now. First, my wedding got... well, cancelled then I lost my favorite ninang then the dog who is always beside me and keeps me company died. I must say his death deeply affected me in ways that people can't understand. I couldn't understand it either. He is just a dog really but why such an impact in my life? Maybe it's because I am already going through a lot and I named him as one of the reasons in this world that should make me happy and all of a sudden, even he left me.

Just thinking about Newton's and Einstein's Laws give me hope somehow. I know my ninang is somewhere and my favorite dog is somewhere now as well. It's better to think of them just moving to a different phase but are not totally gone. I would like to hold on to them, not so they won't be free, but so I could wish them a good journey to the other life.

To my Ninang Mila, you left us so sudden but we know you are happy now. You lived a full life and you showed us the true meaning of being a Christian. You lived a Christian life and I know you are now with our Creator in heaven. To my baby Kingkong (aya Kingkong)- me, Alain and your siobe Frosty would always remember you and love you. I still cry every time I see your picture or video but I know we gave you the best life we possibly could give you. We pampered you, feed you with the best foods, gave you Yakult, spoiled you, loved you and made you feel special. In your short life I know you were happy and that gives me comfort.

I can't believe you're gone...


Rest in Peace my baby.