After All These Years by The Journey

After browsing over YouTube, I saw a video of this song and I liked the song so much but I didn't like the video especially because they just recorded the song from an FM station. So, I downloaded the song and created my own version with it. I love the song so much that I even recommended it to be played on my mom and dad-in-laws during their 50th wedding anniversary and they all liked the song too! Hopefully they will really play it on their party on February. :)

As for me, I know I'm not old enough to say that I can relate to the song but, somehow I like to imagine myself with my husband 30, 40 or 50 years from now still holding hands and loving each other after all the years that we're together. :) *giggles!* It's just sooo romantic!

Anyway, here's the video I made for the song. It has lyrics so you could sing it while watching. Hope you like my vid. :)

---- Take a picture already---

Just want to share this video of my 3 nephews in Canada. I'm particularly fond of Luis in this video. He's the one who said "take a picture already" hehe! It's soooo cute!!!

Miss them both! Haven't seen Francis yet. They are sooo gwapo (handsome), don't you think? ;)



And about me, well... I'm going throuh some difficulty lately. Gosh, it's too exhausting being me right now. Problems come from all sides and I'm getting too tired of defending myself. If only it would be okay to just leave everyone and be on my own for a lil while then it would be such a big help. *sigh*

Oh well... Life must go on. :) Life's tough but I know i'm tougher! hihi!

Hillary Clinton and Sarah Palin???

I just want to share this because it cracked me up bad! I love Saturday Night Live so much and this is by far the funniest opening act for SNL. Can you imagine Sarah Palin and Hillary Clinton together? LOL!




Tina Fey was amazing and she looks just like Sarah Palin! Amy Poehler doesn't look exactly like Hillary Clinton but my gosh, her humor is outstanding!




Check this out and laugh your heart out!

Transparency's a Curse

I am a very transparent person. When I feel bad, you'd know it. When I hate you, you'd know it. When I'm happy, angry, hurt or whatever, you'd definitely know it. Unfortunately, this is becoming a burden for me. How I wish I could just pretend that I am okay now despite the heavy burden I am carrying. Yes, I am burdened... I am in pain... again!

I never thought I would feel this kind of pain again over something that is sooo familiar to me. I know, once is enough and twice is just too much but does this mean I am acting stupid and still accept things even though they just feel so wrong? I have learned my lesson but gosh... this is just so hard. No matter what I'd do, I'd end up hurting somebody... either I'd end up hurting myself or end up hurting someone who loves and cares for me so deeply. I chose the former... can't hurt somebody I love with the kind of pain that will NEVER go away. I'd rather be the one to be burdened than cause such pain to somebody else. Gosh... but I can't hide my pain... no matter what I do... I try to pretend but my eyes say otherwise.

I wish things would just start to fall into place once more. Hope God will perform His little miracles once again and make things right again. Just like what people say, when it rains it pours... Mine on the other hand is not the kind of rain that people welcome into their lives. It's like having a hurricane Katrina plus some tsunamis and hundreds of crashing airplanes that leave thousands of people dead! OMG! So tragic! Whew!

It's just like yesterday

Sometimes people just leave you without saying goodbye. It happened to me and somehow, it deeply wounded me and left a big hole in my heart. I never bothered to ask "why"... perhaps because of my pride and maybe perhaps because I just gave up. In fact, I believe it's both really and because of that, so much time had been wasted... and I guess we both felt the same way and for each day that goes by without us taking the effort to do something for us to reach the other, many supposed-to-be more memories were never given the chance to happen. Was it a waste of time? Or was it just meant to be so we could find better things and more good people into our lives? I believe it's the latter. I found good friends because I got no one to call my own. I broadened my horizon and let a few more people into my life. I have no regrets really and when I get to look back, I'm just so glad it happened. If it didn't, I wouldn't have made a few really good friends who I value so deeply as well. When I lost 1 friend, I earned a few. :)

But, I'm just thankful... especially now. Finally, that 'former' friend of mine is again my friend. I knew we just needed a talk but we just didn't take the effort to have that talk... not until recently. Guess everything that happened to me (especially with what happened to dad) made me forgive and forget (really, I can't remember the anger I felt for her anymore).

God is good. :) We should all praise Him.

Oh how I hate this!!!

I worked so hard to lose a few pounds! Been months! MONTHS! And with just about 2 weeks of no daily walks and swimming, I gained back all the weight and inches once more! Why? Why?!!! GRRRRR!!!!!

Just want to share My dream

I had one of those weird dreams again last night. It felt so real although it's obviously not real. Anyway, I just want to share it while it's still quite fresh in my mind.

I dreamt that Alain and I, together with my sisters were going on a trip... going where? I don't know but that's not important. Anyway, in my dream Alain suggested that we go to one of the cheap beaches here and I was so mad 'coz it's a black sand beach with nothing to see. When we went there, the water was clear but was a bit shallow. I got mad and I threw my shotgun (Yes I had a shotgun) in the water. Immediately after I threw the shotgun, the water level rose. We were in panic then I told Alain that I'm so sorry that I can't get my shotgun anymore 'coz the water level is so deep already. Then, the next scene was we were inside a shipping vessel. In there, there was an alien invasion. I was so scared because there are lots of aliens aboard the ship. Alain and I tried to escape and when we got out of the ship, I called my sister and she answered. She said they're already in Bacolod (my place) and we shouldn't worry about them. I was relieved because my sisters were safe but was scared because Alain and I are still not on safe land. There, we saw lots of robots. It's a robotic invasion! Aliens vs. robots! And Alain and I were just 2 of the many people stranded on that land. Since they were robots, we created our own robot and we hid inside the robot we just created so we won't get identified. Weird but on the wheels of our savior robot was a cat-like cartoon character. One robot tried to sniff his way from the wheels up... if it wasn't for our cartoon character hiding behind the robotic wheels, the robots would have spotted us hiding inside our own created robot! He saved us and... I woke up!

Whew! It was one great dream but it really got me scared. Just imagine, our planet invaded by aliens... and robots! Scary!