100 happy days through blogging

Okay so I have this friend who wanted to start the 100 happy days and instead of posting photos on Facebook, she prefer to start posting on her blog for 100 days. Okay, so 100 blog posts in 100 days sound crazy and tell you, that is really crazy, so she decided to post there weekly. I wanted to join in as well since my blog would surely need some post boost but, just like her, will be posting weekly instead of daily (I just hope I'd make it to the very end of the 100 happy days though, no promises).

So here's the start of my 100 happy days through blogging. Day 1 (week 1)

So last night I was deeply heartbroken. I have this "someone", I prefer to keep this anonymous, who was in need of some enlightenment. Being a shoulder to cry on, being someone to give another some light when your light is starting to get a little bit dim can be quite daunting... But, because of my extreme love for this person, I couldn't let go and just wanted to help out as much as I can.  I'm heartbroken because I feel I didn't do enough to help this person to get rid of the pain and anger inside her heart. I felt I could have done more but I became busy as well and life, well, just had to go on. I reflected on her life 'cos I really could see myself in her, I saw the old me, the most fragile version of me... And I knew she needed help, she needed somebody to lift her spirit up, dust off the dirt and make her go on in her journey. Life can really be painful but it can be a little bit more painful to others while some are blessed to have a pain-free life.

Why did I start off my 100 happy days with something that is actually heartbreaking? It's because I, through God's grace, was able to lift her up to start another day instead of taking pills to end it all. I once was in the same spot and God gave me people and signs that made me able to write this today. So, may God continue to use me for His purpose. I am open to listen to whatever He tells me to do.

100 happy days. Let's count our blessings each day and may we be blessings to others as well.  Happy Sunday!!!